...As they are all here. I've always believed Hell is more a state of mind than an actual place. And while I would in no way consider myself a student of the Kabbalah, I do find that the tidbits watered down for the masses thanks to Ms. M are very appropriate. The challenge of life is against ones own ego and trying to balance ones desires for pleasure with personal growth.
I recently gave notice at my place of employment after 5 years. And in truth I'm more than a little frightened about the future. I would like to say that I have the will to stay with something until I find something else, but one of my virtues (or in this case a vice) is that I do have ideals and principles. You are either a victim or a volunteer, and I don't believe it healthy to volunteer to be a victim. I've grown comfortable with aspects of my job, but it is quite monotonous and routine. My passion for creativity took a sideline. IN my profile I mention selling out for the American ideal, but I'm throwing myself full force into changing that. Life is meant to be lived, and I admit that I need a certain amount of stress to feel energized, I also need to feel appreciated and that I can make a difference in the world. Greeting you at a hotel isn't really doing much in that field. So to paraphrase M the more time that I stay in one place the more time that I waste. I'm done wasting time, energy, and thought (worrying.) So please stay tuned as many changes are coming down the pipeline.
Painting: Hieronymus Bosch "The Garden of Earthly Delights - Hell"
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Good for you!
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